UPDATE.
So, I recently moved to California for the summer hoping to get away from the usual fucked up boy who thinks he is a man and start over. I'm now very content with my life and doing nothing but living blissful. I've made new friends and spent my days on the lake; soaking up the Vitamin D. Just yesterday this girl, for the very first time, played a whole game of softball. Did I like it? Why yes I did. Am I feeling it today? Oh yeah, you betcha! However, there is something that soothes me knowing I played a game I've never played before. Maybe it's the fact that I'm trying all sorts of things down here I never thought I would. This summer seems to be full of "firsts" for me. Example: First summer before going into college, first time away from home for a summer where I know almost NO one! First time jetskiing, tubing, waking up with things I wasn't expecting.., having a job that gives you tips and first time meeting some family. Being eighteen years young is something I am taking slowly and enjoying. I wanna be a girl who actually lived life like there was no tomorrow and when people tell me to take life slow and cherish each moment I can look at them with pride and tell them I am. My next first by the way which I hope will happen within the next two years is skydiving. I'm having a great time being me and I hope every girl is. Every girl is worthy of finding herself and loving herself. Hell, I've even made pretty good friends with a girl I never thought I would..
I leave this place in thirteen days and I go to another place I have no idea what to expect and I couldn't be more ready. These words have been said I'm sure before but my life motto at the moment?
Live Slow. Live Blissful.
Taste life as it's put in your hand.

C'EST LA VIE <3
I bet that comment about the girl you got close with and didn't expect to is about me ;) lol. Love you! Update this damn it!
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